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    September 07

    寂寞

     
    其实我是很少会感觉到寂寞的人,古怪的想象思维空间好像有无数个小人在陪着我一起生活。
    一个人的时候,几乎从不感到寂寞,电视、网络、小说、杂志,甚至什么都没有,光依靠着强大的幻想力和丰富的内心生活,就可以活的相当丰富多彩。
    跟妈妈在一起或是跟死党朋友在一起,更是不会寂寞。跟老妈是在冲突矛盾和危机缓解中排异存同,共同发展;跟死党品还有狐朋狗友们,那就是无聊、八卦、无主题地厮混一气。
    最寂寞的时候,其实周围确实有最多的人,每次回家拥挤的地铁上对着大大玻璃中的成像,或是等了很久都不见踪迹的公车站上,特别感到无助和寂寞,这种孤单并不是身边少一个人或多一个人的问题,而是那种过往的空虚,前路的渺茫,对自身价值的否定,和对全盘人生的恐惧。
     
    看来,我家离所里实在太远了,远到足够我在公交完成思考人生这么严肃的主题。

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    Martin Songwrote:
    并不是所有人都可以像某个英雄一样风光的,做个普通人吧,挺好的。
    人比人气死人,千万别比,能好就好,不好活着就是胜利。。。
    你想通我上面的话,你就永远开心了。。。。
    Sept. 9
    颖 管wrote:
    haha..........看来轨道交通是孕育哲学家的场所
    Sept. 7

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